Random Update [17 Apr 2005|11:07pm] [ mood | jubilant ] [ music | Cradle of Filth-Cruelty and the Beast ] Yeah I gotta do this quick before my computer freezes again. Today was quite interesting, which is why I'm updating. Well, interesting to me at least.... Woke up at 11 cause Sam called. She had drivers ed so I watched the Yankess with my dad and played some Donkey Konga. That game is really addiciting and I hope it doesent affect my social life or ne thing lol. Sam called at 2 or 3. We went to the preserve. It was really nice, but we found a rabbit that was freaking out. Actually Sam did, I didnt even c it lol. I felt so bad for it, it was shaking and seizuring. We found some ppl, and told them. Then some ppl that work at the park came. The guy was scared for some reason to pick it up lol. It could of been a tick...poor bunny :(. The crazy thing is right before that, I mean RIGHT before that we were talking about pet bunnies........ Then went to Waldbaums to get ingredients for the weekly Sunday dinner. I still get scared when I'm in a supermarket(I'm a guy lol). Got back to my house and cooked. We made quesidilas with Brie cheese and herbs,spinach salad and vegetables. We are so cool clearly? <---- Sam My mom liked it, and we def need new hobbies lol. Its ok, I love every minute with her...... Played some Donkey Konga, then went to her house. Sam pretended she was a dog, and I almost believed it for alitte bit lol. Hung out until 9, then got home. I worked out, then showered, then updated.....I prob wont update for another month or so....lataz 1 comment|post comment

....... [02 Apr 2005|11:23pm] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | Converge ] not too sure what to say right now. Tonight has been really bad and I'm not even sure why I'm taking the time the type it all. It sux cause although I knew I was gonna be alone I didnt care, I love time alone. Its a time for me to be with my best friend for once,myself lol. Something happened tonight that happens some nights. Tonight was def the worst, and it has to do with my body. I dont feel like hiding it anymore. Its weird, I get this sensation in my head, like its caving in. I thought it was the worst when I scoobied last thursday, but not as bad as this. No I didnt smoke.. My chest feels really tight, like I cant breath. Another way to put it is my throat is closing or somethin. And I get these real weird pins and needles all over. My heart starts racing too, way more then normal. Its so scary, I hate it. Hopefully it goes away soon. Back to my day after practice. Had chicken and biong for dinner. Thats my favorite meal. Maybe me and Sam can do a healthy version of it or somethin lol. My dad cooked for once................. I ordered this book online for first did spider keepers. Its cool cause it should come around my birthday. Yeah I'm pretty def on gettin one. My dad starting yelling at my comp cause it froze lol, so we used the laptop to order it. My sister still hates the idea,w/e. My mom wanted scooby, so I drove her to Chris' house where everyone was. I didnt wanna go, really I didnt. She has this thing for driving at night, so I helped her out. I starting getting this weird feeling, like something bad was gonna happen. Well we got there, she got her stuff, and we left. My uncle was SO drunk, he called me Chris lol. Well, we were driving towards the area where I got pulled over. I started to get the feeling I told you about. My mom was freaking out cause she was stoned btw. I had the feeling all the way home, I couldnt breath at all. I layed down when I got home, my mom did some acupressure, and it went away/ I suddenly felt better :). We even starting laughing about it, although I told her I'm not helping her ne more. Long entry again. I really could care less if no one reads all of this, its my way of trying to stop crying I guess. What? My mom told me to give Sam a call and let her know what happened and everythings ok. Dont wanna talk about it.... Yeah I need to go to bed. I feel so much better though, I really thought it was it b4. Apparantly my mom wants me to see some doctor, great another one. Along with that, my uncle might have a rare disease..........Of course this entry was meaningless, but its not really for ppl to read, but for me to get my feelings out about my whole medical thing. now I'm not the only person that knows. I wouldnt of updated if it didnt happen the way it did. And I DEFINATELY wouldnt of called Sam (again) if she didnt tell me to.Thanks mom......I really hate my body, just be lucky ur not me lol. I'm gonna attempt to go to sleep, which I've been wanting to do for the last 3 hours....Tommorrow should be _ post comment

R.I.P. Ginger 5/28/93-4/1/05 [02 Apr 2005|03:58pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Sevendust-"Seasons" ] :( Yeah my dod died yesterday. I feel alot better thinking about it more, cause we really couldnt do ne thing, it had to happen I guess. Now I really want a new pet.......... Yesterday was OK. Woke up and went to Gamestop and traded in some stuff. When i got home my dad gave me the news. My mom was crying, which made me cry. I wasent even sad at first, then I guess it hit me. For some odd reason I love animals alot more then I thought I did. Then I had to go to school, I'm not even sure I was in the right mental state to drive. When I got to my class there was a notice on the door saying it was cancelled. Awesome, but I still was sad........ When I got back we all went out to Friendly's (Me,Mom,Dad,Julia and Mike) to try and forget about things. Well, it didnt work too well. My sister exploded at the waiter, telling him our dog died and her best friend moved so she's having a bad day, which made my mom cry(again). I wasent even hungry, and I layed down in the car while they had ice cream. The traffic was crazy, and I found out why. Some guy was gonna jump off a bridge so they blocked the Southern State Pat said. Not sure if he did or not. Got home and called Sam. She was nice enough to let me hang out with her and Brittles and Jess, I wasent in too much of a social mood but things got better. Tom and Alyssa eventually came. DDR,Mario,scrapbooking and nails. I also "tried" an April fools thing on Sam, but it didnt work and she laughed in my face lol. I dont even wanna say what I said. I had fun, but I still was sad, I even went to the bathroom once or twice to dry my eyes. I didnt wanna be like that too much longer there so I left at 10:30. I was a mess, I'm not even sure why. Well I do, but not to the extent. Anything I tried to do couldnt stop me from thinking about poor Ginger. I mean, shes not a person, but idk..... Wow long entry. So yeah I called Sam and being the amazing girlfriend she is she cheered me up. Sometimes hearing someones voice can even make u feel better. Went to sleep,idk when..... Now today, Charlie couldnt make practice cause of the monsoon. Pat didnt wanna come at first cause hes a pussy, and me and John let him hear it. Then Pat says to me "Well at least I dont have class two times a week." WTF,that had nothing to do with practice, what a dick. We got together at 12, and started a new song. Although Pat is such a moron he was cool today. Had Subway, then we ended at 3:30. Now I'm stuck home with no friends and its raining. I guess I'll be online all day again......Tommorrow should be awesome 5 comments|post comment

We found a bassist!!! [30 Mar 2005|10:43am] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Sevendust-"Seasons" ] Yup the band finally has a bass player. His name is CharliefromSound Beach. He lives really far but hes only gonna come once a week, so thats awesome. I dont feel like talking about controlling boyfriends and all that other bullshit. Kelly is a lost cause and we ALL know this. Sometimes love can be a really harmful thing if you have no trust whatsoever. Telling someone what to wear and who to hang out with is crazy, but some ppl actually do it to their gfs. If soeone disagrees with me on that one, just go home....... I'll prob get some comments for that, and if your Joe and Kelly dont bother I wont read them. So now on to my day. Woke up at 10ish. I still have to carry my dog outside and stuff, she cant walk :(. Shes getting better though. The only ting is that she smells like fish, so I took a shower after that lol. My mom came home for lunch and guess what I had for lunch....yeah tuna fish. It was actually ok. Then I went to Petland Discounts and tried to find some other stores for a tarantula. I'm gonna go searching more today. IDK why i want one so bad, maybe cause its so obscure to the pets I'm used to having or somethin. Got home, then went to school at 4ish. Music Thoery was fun. We learned how triplets and "Cowboys Suck" work hand in hand lol. The teacher is like my cousin Rob but Costa Rican. Media got let out early cause of "unknown circumstances". Oh yeah and guess what I had for dinner, flounder! WTF is up with fish right now, I hate fish lol. Got home and talked to Sam for alittle bit. Worked out, but hurt my back from doing too many sit-ups cause I'm retarded like that. Found out we hav a bassist now. Its about time, I was def thinking of finding another project soon, so this helped things out alot. Hes also amazing at bass, he does stuff I've never seen b4. Hes cool too, which is the main thing. After that I talked to Sam and Brittles on 3-way calling, then went to sleep at 1 I think. Then updated Yeah I vow not to say any more shit about the whole thing that happened this week. Its pointless and it hurts my head thinking about how stupid some ppl really are. Lunch in an hour with Sam and Brittles.....TACO BELL!!!!!!!!!! 1 comment|post comment

Happy St.Patricks Day!!! [17 Mar 2005|09:34pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Ozzy Osbourne-"Ozzmosis" ] Even though I'm not irish. The only reason I remembered is cause Pat got pissed off at me and John for forgetting(hes irish). I had a very interesting last 2 days or so, I guess it deserves an update. Yesterday was unbelieveable, and for one reason only.....I left my house at 11:45 to pick up Sam and Britty for lunch. I went down the usual sidestreet to get there quicker. I decided to pull over to change the cd's I was listening to(stupid Korn), to prevent an accident.....well to make a long story short I hit a Spanish lady,no one was hurt or ne thing. I had to use her cell phone to call Sam and Julia to tell them what happened. I dont wanna keep talking about it, all I'm gonna say is I dont remember shaking so much b4. Besides the shroom thingy....... I got back home and my mom and Gary were there. I was gonna work on my bass drums, but I was so out of it. I think I played Madden. Sam called me when she got home. She came home early to see me :). It was by far the best part of the day and this week in general. I had to drive her back to school at 5. After that I felt alot better with the crash. I was really hungry though, considering I never made it to lunch lol. So my dinner was a bowl of Crispix and 2 Oreos. I went to bed early, cause of the fact I was gonna have practice at 10. Woke up at 9. John got here first, and Pat didnt end up getting here until 11, so we played some pool. Pat got here, and then waiting game for the bassist. We had a bassist audition today, his name is Chris. He wasent too late. He seems like a cool guy, although hes def got that "emo" look. Fortunately he doesent have that mindset,besides listening to AFI. We found out he loves Metallica and Hatebreed, which totally changed my mind lol. Not only that, but hes really good,better then Matt.Sorry, but its the truth. He even tried playing along to our originals. We told him if he wants in hes def welcome, he needs a night or 2 to think about it I guess. Got lunch, then practiced for another couple of hours. They left at 5, then had dinner. Worked out and watched the whole Steriod Baseball thing on MSNBC. Then updated. tommorrow I have school, then prob with Sam for alittle. Lets hope the "band" has a new bassist...... btw if ne one has ne good band names(which is like 2 ppl that read this lol) let me know, I'm totally clueless 3 comments|post comment

Sunday Bloody Sunday [13 Mar 2005|11:06pm] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | Rush-"Presto" ] Well not real blood, more like hair dye lol. Today was awesome, mainly cause I got to see Sam all day. I know I hardly wont c her this week(hell week)except for lunch, so today was definately amazing. I woke up at 11:30. This last weekend has been nuts for me, I dont feel like typing all of it. If u know me u know the whole Adelphi thing I was in(kinda). Helped my sister clean her fish tank. She didnt clean it for like a month or something. Man I know if I had a pet I'd def take better care of it then she is. Sam called me at 1:30 when she got out of drivers ed. We went to Beths house in Freeport for the babys 1 year anniversary. Shes so cute. The food was pretty good, and we watched Malibus Most Wanted. It was funny but kinda retarded. We left at 4 I think. Got to Sams house. Layed together for an hour, we both fell asleep lol. I got hungry so I ordered chinese, but I had to get $15 worth of food to deliver, even though it didnt say so on the menu. At least I got Sam to eat :). Then the fun started...... She wanted to dye her hair red again, and she needed my help. She told me to go home and get a change of clothes, but I guess I didnt realize how wet I'd get. I had to squeeze the dye on the gloves so she could put it in her hair, and the red was almost everywhere. I still have a battle scar on my ear lol. It had to sit for 20 mins, so we played Kirby and listened to music. Then I had to help rinse it out, so we both stood in the shower while I sprayed her hair. Then I got soaked. The tub was completely red too, but she got some of it out with shampoo. I put my jeans in a bag and changed into Sam's UFO's. I'm sure there was an easier way to do it, but w/e. It was fun, and her hair is sooooooooooooo hot :). IDK theres just something about red. After she blew dry it and straightened it we went to bed. I left at 11, and now I'm home. I'm gonna go to bed........I miss Sam allready :(. Dont worry I wont get emo lol. 2 comments|post comment

Today really sucked..... [09 Mar 2005|10:24pm] [ mood | gloomy ] [ music | Anything loud and piercing ] Yeah I dont even know why I'm updating. I dont have any friends and my life is boring as hell. I'll guess I'll just update then go to sleep, and then I wont bother ne one......... I woke up at 10 or so. Met with Sam and Britty for Wendys. I got a spicy chicken sandwich, and the ducks werent that cool. Got home and shoveled some more.Listened to alot of metal, thats how I calm down. Its good to know there are people that are more pissed off then I am sometimes....Chris and Adam came over. For once they didnt scooby before they came. Played Super Smash Bros., then they left to.......SCOOBY! How surprsing, Ed gets ditched for scooby again. Almost makes me wanna do it.....no. Played some pool by myself, then had bbq chicken. I was gonna go to the rec tonight, but Chris and Adam couldnt make it. Too high to play b-ball.........I worked out instead. Lemme tell ya, listening to Hatebreed and working out is awesome lol. I think I might do some more tonight, I know I'm not going to bed ne time soon probably. Went online and tried to talk to some ppl but that didnt work out too well. Well, thats my boring-ass Wednesday, and thats basically gonna continue for awhile until I get some friends. I wish I had someone to talk to right now, sometimes hearing someones voice can wipe away tears alot quicker then tissues....... 3 comments|post comment

[06 Mar 2005|11:14pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Pink Floyd ] Yeah another random update. IDK I'm just in that sort of mood. I'll update the whole weekend and hopefully someone reads it.........Friday was ehhh. I had school at 3:30. I got a 96 on my first music theory test. My teacher also started rambling about Bush and the war. I went home, and Sam called cause she forgot to call me b4 I went to school. I had Outback for dinner and basically died like I always do after I eat something. Me and my sister listened to Korn Greatest Hits while we waited, and the cover of "Another Brick in the Wall" is horrible. Its Pink Floyd man, u just dont do that lol. Ne way I basically just layed around all night. Sam was with Britty and Allison, and I couldnt stop thinking about her. I'm pathetic.......... Saturday was allright. I had practice at 11. The bassist who was supposed to audition didnt come cause his car broke down, and apparantly it happens every week.....no comment to that one. Practice was ok. The only good thing about it was the end. We have a new song idea, and its nuts. If thats not metal, i dont know what is. Sam came after practice and learned a 3/4 beat on drums. Then we went to Applebees for dinner and tried to find four friends which we found today......Watched Raising Helen, then went to sleep. I left at 2 or so. Today was ok. When I woke up I had to do some chores cause I'm a lazy bastard and I have nothing else to do ne way. I went to Sam's at 2. Listened to Pink Floyd, then went to my house for dinner. We got take-out Piccolos. It was ok, but like always I died :(. Went to Hollywood Video to get four friends (finally). It was ok, really weird though. Then played the sims, and chilled for alittle bit. I left at 10. Then got home and updated. Sleep is def next on the agenda, and tommorrow should be uneventful....... btw if ne one wants to come to Adelphi next friday and/or saturday to watch me play some old covers with this band let me know,... 2 comments|post comment

2 updates in a row! [03 Feb 2005|10:00pm] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | The Haunted-rEVOLVEr ] Yeah, I guess cause today was pretty eventful too......I woke up really early, (for me thats like 9 lol). Played some bass, idk I've always wanted to play it, even b4 drums. I'm pretty sucky but I think i'm getting it alittle bit. Picked up Sam at 12 for lunch. We also had to go back to her house to get the acoustic guitar for the talent show auditions. Went to BK. She had a coupon, so we shared a meal. It was allright(Chicken Sandwich). Got the guitar, then dropped her off at Kennedy. Went home, layed down for alittle bit. Then had practice at 3, which meant I had to pick up Matt, but he gave me gas $. Thx dude. Practiced alittle bit, but mostly just fooled around. I picked up Sam on one of our breaks. We ended around 5:30 or so. Dropped Matt off home, went back to my house to shower, then went to Sams. I had some pizza. We played some Super Mario World, listened to Lacuna Coil and hung out. I left at 8:45 or so. Got home, watched some basketball, then updated. Tommorrow should def be fun, Brittneys b-day. ttyl ppl post comment

Sporks r amazing!! [02 Feb 2005|09:59pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | Dark Tranquility-"Character" ] Especially Taco Bell ones lol. I think they might take over one day.Ne way, today was pretty eventful, considering my days during the week r usually boring until l8ter on in the day. Woke up, and left my daily pathetically sounding voice mail on Sams cell phone. Played some Resident Evil 4, until I had to go to Kennedy to pick up Sam,Britty and Jess for lunch. We went to Taco Bell :). I got the new chicken enchilida thingy.It was good. Me and Britty starting hearing this really weird noise that no one else heard. Baja Blast is def the most interesting drink ever btw. I had to do a speed racer Ed cause they were gonna be late, but I made it back on time cause I'm awesome like that.Got back to my house. My dad is away, so I had to do some "chores" and stuff. I even washed dishes lol. w/e I dont have ne thing else to do, which is why I need a job, but we dont have to get into that........Hung out until 4 or so, when Sam accidently called me instead of her mom lol (I <3 u Sam). Since her mom wasent home ne way, I picked her and Britty up from school and gave them a ride back to Sams. They were really happy, but idk, thats just my personality I guess. I always wanna help ppl out, especially ppl that appreciate the little things I do. I guess thats the least I can do, considering Sam is the greatest girl living and Britty's an awesome friend and all.......Got home and finished a game of Madden. I'm friggin good at that game lol. Sam called me when they finished practice for the talent show. Got to her house, and she was making ziti w/vodka sauce. Wow vodka sauce is good lol. As usual Sams mom asked me a million times if i wanted the same thing, but its ok, shes a cool mom, even though she thinks the SAT is actually important lol. Hung out for alittle bit, then played DDR. Max is really good btw, and I can do some songs on standard, which is nuts for an out of shape guy like me. Left her house at 8:30. Got home, and watched Bush be a retard on his Sate of the Union thing. I really hope America isnt blown up sometime in the next 4 years or so, it'll def be his fault........thats about it, ttyl ppl..... 2 comments|post comment

3 posts in a row..... [09 Jan 2005|10:49pm] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | 311 ] Yeah, today was definately awesome, mainly because I got c Sam :). I woke up at 11 or so. Called Sam, then wanted to eat. Unfortunately my family r a bunch of scavengers and didnt leave me ne sunday breakfast :(. I decided to go to Subway, since ed wants to be healthy and all. Came home and ate, watched some football, then I went to Sams. She was doing an essay, so me and Max played DDR, which is insanely addiciting. I used to suck at it, but I'm getting better. Then we all played. The controller is so much easier though. Then we went to my house for dinner. It was good. Then we went to Kings to get chocolate so we can make lollipops, which ended up being just plain chocolates lol. Went back to her house, and made them. Max and scott rented Harold and Kumar go to White Castle, so me and Sam watched it. It was funny, but def a stoner movie. After that we just hung around and cuddled and stuff. Then more DDR. She had to take a shower, so I played alittle. She got out, and we played road rash and frogger. Frogger is awesome btw.......I left around 10:30, then updated. Tommorrow should be cool, practice for once. Lataz ppl...... 1 comment|post comment

[08 Jan 2005|08:33pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | Enforsaken-The Forever Endeavor ] Hey whats up.....yeah i guess I'll update yesterday and today since I have nothing else to do. Yesterday kinda sucked, besides the DDR adventure, which I'll get to. I woke up at 9, but we had a power surge, so I had no clue what time it was. My dad told me he wanted to make the kitchen bigger or something, so we knocked down some walls and stuff(Wow Ed doing labor for once) Went to the dumps near the perserve to throw away the sheetrock. My dad forgot his license so he used mine just in case we got pulled over lol. Got back home, Sam called from school.She was with Brittney, and they wanted to go to Gamestop to get a PS2 and DDR. I wanted to trade in some N64 games too. I went to her house at 3 or so. They were looking at pics and stuff(god I'm the worst photogenic person ever). We decided on raiding Sam's fridge for some food, which were pretzels. The cheese we made was good too. Then me,Sam,Brittney and Max went to Gamestop.....now the DDR adventure. Its too long to type, but lets just say ppl that work at video game stores are morons lol. The important thing is that Sam got PS2 and DDR, she was so happy, which makes me happy :).......so yeah went home for dinner. Just me and my Dad went to Old Country Buffet.It was weird, and the food wasent that good for once. Got home,then went to the rec to play basketball. It was fun, but I almost got in a fight with this wigger kid(Another long story). Got home at 11 or so. Sam called at 1 or so, and we talked for a half an hour.Went to bed at 2. Now today.I think this shows how bored I am right now, I never write this much lol......today was pretty uneventful. Woke up at 10:30.Called Sam. Shower, then lunch. Chris came over, and we played alot of video games,before going to Gamestop. I traded in a game, and reserved Resident Evil 4 with this limited edition deal. Sick....Got home, and then my mom and dad toldme we were going to c White Noise. It was really good, alittle hard to understand, but good. Pretty freakin scary though. Got home, watched some football, and now I'm updating.....well i guess thats it. I know tommorrow will be better, I get to c Sam <3333 No practice though, its Monday instead.....lataz ppl 2 comments|post comment

Update for once.... [06 Jan 2005|09:14pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | 311 ] Another random update. Man I wish I can go back to school allready. A month long vacation is a bit much. So ne way, woke up at 10:30. Left a message on Sam's cell cause I'm cool like that and all. I've been working out alot lately, mainly cause I'm a fat mess. So I did my work-out, practicied some drums, then John came at 2:30 for "practice." That meant I had to drive to Bumblefuck(North Merrick) to pick up Matt. He was pretty negative about practice, I guess cause John sux and has no good ideas. Also, Pat wasent there(hes sick) and hes friggin awesome. Basically jammed on some covers until 5. Drove Matt home, then took a shower so I can c Sam. Went to her house and had tacos. Unfortunately, her mom kept telling me to have more(I cant say no to tacos) 5 tacos later, we went to FYE. Sam got Something Corporate and The Exies. I got an old 311 cd and this band The Haunted my cousin recommended to me. Went back ot her house. Rented a movie off of IO called "Love and Death in Long Island." All u need to know is an old creepy British dude stalked Jason Priestly......nonetheless it was worth watching lol. After the movie just chilled, then I left at 9:30, then came home and updated......now I'm going to bed since I'm super tired...lataz ppl. 1 comment|post comment

wow an update [06 Dec 2004|07:30pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | The Dillinger Escape Plan-Miss Machine ] Yeah I actually had the random idea of updating. I guess that's because theres stuff to talk about now. For one thing tommorrow is me and sams 1 year anniversary!!! Yeah I know, I still can't believe it's been this long. Everyday for the last year or so has been the best day of my life, all because i can wake up in the morning knowing that I love someone as much as I love her, and she loves me back. I love you Sam......lol sorry about the emoness. It happens to me every now and then. So yeah today so far has been ok. Woke up at 11(god I need a job), then went for a run, along with lifting some weights. I got this cd with 150 metal mp3s on it, and I've been trying to burn it on a cd. Me and Sam unsuccessfully tried yesterday on her computer, so I tried to figure it out today. Two hours later I gave up, but later on I found out how to do it. I had school at 3:30. God I have so much hw, and its only gonna get worse. I guess thats why college kids hate December so much. On my way to Math, my tire popped.....great. I found some random dude and asked him for his cell phone. My dad came, and we brought my car to a shop, where it'll be until tommorrow morning at 9. Yeah I have the worst luck. Got home, called Sam. Did hw, then had dinner. I like peas, but pea soup kinda sucks. Then I decided to update. More hw for ed now......... 1 comment|post comment

[01 Dec 2004|02:26pm] Your name :: Ed Breitkopf Age :: 18 What do you look like :: 5'7 or so, brown hair and black eyes How do you act :: uhhhh........I think alittle immaature but ppl say i act older + Sadness + What does it take to make you cry your heart out :: usually a fight with Sam does it, but other then that idk. How many times have you done that :: not much Where do you cry :: in my room, usually trying to sleep. Do you hate crying :: yeah def, its embarassing. Do you like it when others cry :: of course not Do you make people cry :: i hope not. How else do you express sadness :: thats about it really. Are you sad all the time :: def not + Anger + What does it take to make you mad :: Uhh...I guess when ppl lie to me or try and hide stuff that i need to know. also the cowboys losing(which happens alot). What do you do when you're angry :: listen to loud metal How short is your temper :: its not short at all, i'm laidback How long does it take you to calm down :: depends on how pissed off i am Do you freak out when others are angry :: idk, depends what they're mad about Out of the following, which one describes the level of anger you usually feel: annoyed, frustrated, angry, furious, hatred, about to go insane :: annoyed Has anyone ever recommended anger management to you :: not yet What's the worst thing someone's done to you that made you mad :: not gonna say Do you anger people :: no + Joy + How often are you happy :: most of the time, and especially with sam. What makes you happy :: being with sam, the cowboys winning and music. What do you do when you're happy :: smile i guess How optimistic are you :: pretty optimistic Do happy people make you mad :: not really, unless they're rubbing it in. What's the worst thing someone can do while they're happy ::uhh.....be sad? Ever been so happy you cried :: yesh i think so. Do you smile a lot :: idk. Hug people a lot :: yeha. Kiss people a lot :: one person <33 Who really makes you happy :: uhh.......mostly sam but idk. Do the simple things make you happy :: lol sometimes. Do you like doing things for people when you're happy :: yeah + Fear + What do you do when you're scared :: try and go to sleep. What scares you :: things coming alive, and my t.v. turning on and off. Do you like scaring people :: depends on who it is. Do you like the thrill of being frightened :: sure why not. Does fear accompany anger in your case :: not really Ever been so scared you could barely breathe :: unfortunately. How often do you panic :: not often. What's the one thing that scared you more than anything else in your life so far :: no clue. What do you do to calm your nerves :: listen to music, call sam. How many roller coasters have you been on?:: a bunch. Do roller coasters scare you?:: kinda + Would you rather + Feel loneliness or anger for the rest of your life :: anger. Be happy forever and never experience the bad times :: thats imposibble Cause misery :: no Feel misery :: no Be alone :: sometimes its good to be alone Be with everyone you know :: i would drive everyone crazy Cheers you up more than anyone else :: def sam Angers you more than anyone else :: not really ne one Scares you more than anyone else :: sam, but in a good way. Makes you think about your emotions more than anyone else :: sam Makes you really care about how they feel and what they think :: sam 2 comments|post comment

Boredom at its finest....... [08 Nov 2004|09:02am] This Or That Originality or Acceptance?: Originality Independence or Companionship?: Companionship Stability or Freedom?: Stability Personal or Interpersonal?: Personal Introvert or Extrovert?: uhhhhhh.... Popularity or Isolation?: Isolation, I'm pretty much a pro at it. Unique or Loved?:Unique, then someone finds your uniqueness and loves u(sam said that I think lol) Understood or Individual?:Definately individual You or Them?: them Basics_× ?-- Time Started :: 9:05 AM --? First Name :: Ed ?-- Nicknames :: I used to be called thed, long story --? Sex :: Male ?-- Location :: merrick, ny. --? Age :: 18 ?-- Star Sign:: aries --? Birthday :: April 7,1986 --? Siblings :: sister-julia ?-- Hair Color :: black --? Eye Color :: brown ?-- Height :: 5'7" --? Peircings :: nope ?-- Tattoos :: someday --? Shoe size :: 10 ?-- Pet[s] :: dog - ginger --? Righty or Lefty :: righty. Do You_× --? Have a crush :: no ?-- Have A Boy/Girl friend :: Yeah <333333 --? Play any sports :: not anymore...... ?-- Talk to strangers :: occasionally --? Hate yourself :: oh yeah ?-- Hate people :: most of them. --? Sleep with stuffed animal :: to be honest, yeah. ?-- Like school :: not really. --? Believe in magic :: haha nope ?-- Believe in astrology :: sure --? Believe in ghosts :: maybe. ?-- Have secrets :: dont we all? --? Have any pets : yes. ?-- Want to go to college :: no,do i have a choice? no --? Have a "Hot Spot" :: a couple ?-- Wish on stars :: not recently --? Take walks in the rain :: yeha, thats the best ?-- Sing in the shower :: no comment --? Like sarcasm :: yeah ?-- Go to church :: hell no --? Pray :: sometimes i catch myself doing it ?-- Hang out with friends :: yeah --? Hate your parents :: not really, except my dad sometimes ?-- Consider yourself tolerant of cops :: i guess --? Have any gay/lesbian/ or bisexual friends :: lol....yeah i can think of a couple. ?-- Like to dance in front of people :: never --? Like to be yourself :: yeah ?-- Cuss :: only when i'm mad or joking --? Take a shower everyday :: pretty much ?-- Think your attractive :: far from it --? Want to get married :: sure why not ?-- Believe in yourself :: i guess --? Pull your hair :: no. ?-- Drive :: yup --? Share a room :: no. ?-- Write poems :: no --? Write songs :: i've tried ?-- Get motion sickness :: no --? Think your a health freak :: not yet ?-- Like thunderstorms :: yeah. This or That_ x ?-- Coke - Pepsi :: pepsi --? Coffee - Tea :: tea ?-- Black - White :: black. --? Kiss - Hug :: both ?-- Rave - DEB :: what? --? Hot Topic - Spencer's :: hot topic, because I get band shirts there. ?-- Aeropostale - American Eagle :: neither. --? MTV - VH1 :: VH1 ?-- Computer - TV : computer. --? E-mail - AIM :: AIM. ?-- Rose - Lily :: Lily --? Clothes - Naked :: w/e ?-- Linkin Park - Evanescence :: they both suck! --? Eminem - 50 cent :: eminem i guess ?-- Rap - Rock :: rock. --? Pop - Rock :: rock. ?-- Rap - Pop :: pop. --? Pants - Skirts :: pants. ?-- Math - Social Studes :: math --? Sweet - Sour :: sweet. ?-- Club - House party :: house party. -? High Achiever - Easy Going :: easy going. ?-- Cats - Dogs :: dog --? McDonald's - Burger King :: neither, and i saw supersize me last night with sam, which makes me want to throw up w/e fast food is mentioned(except taco bell :)) ?-- Single - Group Dates :: single. --? Adidas - Nike :: nike ?-- Chicken Nuggets - Chicken Fingers :: chicken fingers --? Rugrats - Doug :: either, they both r awesome ?-- Single - Taken :: right now, taken. --? Monica - Brandy :: neither ?-- Tupac - Jay-Z :: neither. --? Shania Twain - LeAnn Rhymes :: neither ?-- Lipton Tea - Nestea :: lipton --? One pillow - Two pillow : actually 3 ?-- Chocolate - Vanilla :: both --? Strawberries - Peaches :: peaches. ?-- Doughnuts - Bagels :: doughnuts --? Day - Night :: night. ?-- Wicked witch of the east :: exactly --? Heaven - Hell :: i dont believe in either, but if there is a helli'm definately going lol. ?-- Make love - Screw :: make love of course -? Hamburgers - Hotdogs :: hamburgers. ?-- Swiss cheese - American cheese :: American --? Real world - Road Rules :: I hate both ?-- Gold - Silver :: silver. --? Punk - Emo :: METAL RULES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ?-- Hot - Cold :: most of the time hot --? Dark - Light :: dark. ?-- Read - Watch TV :: both --? Spring - Fall :: spring ?-- Winter - Summer :: summer --? Operas - Plays :: plays ?-- Cd's - Tapes :: CDs. --? Dvd's - VHS :: w/e ?-- Old - New :: w/e --? Shorts - Skirts :: shorts lol ?-- Colored pictures – black and white:: it doesent matter --? Meat - Vegetables :: meat ?-- Mexican food - Chinese food :: thats tough.......chinese --? Commercials - Infomercials :: infomercials cause they're funny ?-- Bikinis - One piece :: bikini --? Ribbons - Bows :: ribbon ?-- Sandals - Tennis shoes :: ...... --? Sugar-Spice :: sugar ?-- Chicken - Beef :: chicken --? Cars - Truck :: cars. ?-- Colored - White Christmas lights :: white. --? Popcorn - Pretzels :: popcorn ?-- Austin Powers - James Bond :: austin powers, except for goldeneye for N64 --? Hip - Hop :: sux ?-- Passionate Kiss - Peck :: as long as its sam it doesent matter :) --? WWE wrestling - Real wrestling :: i used to LOVE fake wrestling, but neither ?-- Back rub - Foot massage :: back rubs all the way --? Pictue frames - Photo albums :: photo albums ?-- Pens - Pencils :: pens --? Cake - Cookies :: cookies ?-- Chocolate Milk - Hot Chocolate :: hot chocolate --? Ocean - Pool :: pooL. ?-- Ice hockey - Roller hockey : i hate hockey --? Daria - Sponge Bob ::i've heard from some sources that spongebob is taking over the universe......so daria lol. Favorite_x --? Color ::green ?-- Food :: ne thing italian, and subway --? Type of music :: metal ?-- TV show :: idk --? Movie :: remember the titans, team america ?-- Song :: lets c.....Sevendust-Denial,Lamb of God-Blood of the Scribe,Shadows Fall-The Idiot Box,Mudvayne-(per)version of a truth,Black Sabbath-Spiral Architect --? Artist :: uhhhh ?-- Band :: In Flames,Mudvayne,Fear Factory,Black Sabbath and DreamTheater --? Clothing store :: ne where ?-- Animal : turtles --? Holiday :: Thanksgiving ?-- Shoe store :: Modells --? Day of the week :: I'm not sure now,college is confusing. so i'd say wednesdays(lunch with sam) and the weekend ?--Month :: w/e one is now --? School Subject :: piano.....dont ask ?-- Radio station :: K-rock --? Outfit :: .... ?-- Actor :: Jim Carrey --? Actress :: Angelina Jolie ?-- Potato chip :: munchos --? Cartoon :: definately south park ?-- Pair of shoes :: my adidas(i need new shoes) --? Drink :: alcoholic-bacardi 151 regular-iced tea --? Pizza topping :: mushrooms or sasuage ?-- Perfume/Cologne ::cologne, some old stuff that still smells relatively good --? Jello flavor :: green.....i guess ?-- Lunch meat :: ham --? Board game :: probably monopoly ?-- Video game :: mario at sams house, Madden 2005 or super smash on my gamecube --? Website :: yahoo ?-- Book :: right now Shattered Glass.....really good --? Computer game :: solitaire ?-- Dessert :: ice cream --? Number :: 24 ?-- Cereal :: corn pops or cocoa krispies --? Comedian :: Dave Chappelle or Kevin Jsmes ?-- Disney character :: the monkey from aladdin --? Past-time :: idk ?-- Teacher :: i dont know their names --? Childhood toy :: ninja turtles ?-- Carnival game/ride :: none,except for maybe the gravatron --? Candy bar :: snikers ?-- Magazine :: drum! --? Salad dressing :: italian,ranch or thousand island ?-- Things to do on weekend :: hang out with sam, or have band practice --? Hot drink :: hot chocolate ?-- Season :: spring ?-- Person to talk to online :: i dont go online that much, but i guess sam,my band mates,other ppl --? Soap Opera :: shoot me ?-- Car :: 2001 Nissan Sentra(Green) --? Restraurant :: Applebees or Friendlys Have You Ever_ × --? Been in love :: yeah, i am right now <33333333 ?-- Lied :: unfortunately yes --? Given someone a bath :: not yet ?-- Bungee jumped :: never,ever,ever,ever,ever....... --? Broken the law :: yeah, i used to almost everyday(stupid scooby) ?-- Cried to get out of trouble :: no --? Fallen for the wrong guy :: girl.....and yeah alot of them ?-- Cut your own hair :: i tried once --? Been mean :: yeah ?-- Stalked someone :: alittle --? Fought with parents :: yes ?-- Been sarcastic :: yeah --? Talked to someone :: idk......have i? ?-- Hugged someone :: yep. --? Laughed until you've cried :: haha yeah ?-- Laughed until you peed your pants :: once ?-- Kept a secret from everyone :: i guess --? Had an imaginary friend : no ?-- Wanted to hook up with a friend :: i think at one point we all wanted to --? Mooned anyone :: no ?-- Been on a diet:: i tried --? Been to a forgein country :: nope, but i wanna ?-- Broken a bone :: dislocated my finger, but no --? Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling :: idk, maybe ?-- Swore at a teacher :: yeah --? Dated a teacher :: no. ?-- Got into a fight :: yeah, and lost.......alot :( --? Thought of killing someone :: of course ?-- Thought of killing yourself :: yeah --? Gone skinny dipping :: no, ?-- Told a little white lie :: yeah. -? Told a secret you swore not to tell :: no ?-- Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid :: yeah --? Been on TV :: no ?-- Been in the newspaper :: yeah, when i was 10 i was in the paper cause of little league(3 run HR to win a game or something) --? Been on the radio :: nope. ?-- Been to a concert :: yeah.ozzfest twice, dreamtheater twice, this band life of agony with my cousings friends band --? Loved someone so much it makes you cry :: yeah, it happens sometimes ?--Decieved some one close to you:: never --? Been to a rodeo :: nope ?-- Been on a talk show :: no --? Been on a game show :: no. ?-- Been on an airplane :: yeah --? Got to ride on a firetruck :: nope. ?-- Came close to dying :: yeah --? Cheated on a boy/girl friend :: nope, and never will ?-- Gave someone a piggy back ride :: yes. --? Terrorized a babysitter :: no. ?-- Made a mud pie :: nope --? Had a dream that your falling off a cliff ::yeah ?-- Snuck out of the house at night :: yeah ?-- Had an eating disorder :: no --? Felt like you didnt belong :: i know i dont belong ?-- Felt like the 3rd wheel :: yes. --? Been arrested :: no ?-- Had your tonsils removed :: no. --? Gone to camp :: yeah ?-- Won a bet :: yeah --? Written a love letter :: i guess ?-- Gone out of your way to be with the one you love :: yeah --? Written a love poem :: no ?-- Kissed in the rain :: yeah . --? Slow danced with someone you loved :: we tried.we'll get another chance at kellys party :) ?-- Asked a friend for relationship advice :: yeah --? Had a friend steal your boy/girl friend ::hopefully not ?-- Watched the sunset/rise with someone you loved :: not yet --? Gotten a speeding ticket :: nope, but i will someday ?-- Had to wear a uniform to work :: grrrr McDonalds....... --? Won a trophy :: yeah(baseball abd bowling) ?-- Bowled a perfect game :: never(my highest is 203) --? Failed or gotten held back :: i had to go to summer school, so yeah ?-- Got perfect attendance in grade school :: hahahahah yeah right --? Roasted pumpkin seeds :: yeah ?-- Taken ballet lessons :: nope --? Attepted suicide :: i guess ?-- Cut yourself :: sorta What do you think of_× --? Valentine's day :: so stupid ?-- Abortion :: pro-choice all the way --? Inter-racial relationships :: sure,as long as they love eachother ?-- Death :: it sux, but its inevitable --? Suicide :: sad ?-- Murder :: as long as u get away with it --? Pre-marital sex :: why not..... ?-- Terrorism :: we might have to get used to it now that Bush is still president. ?-- Politics :: hurt my head --? Cloning :: is cool? ?-- Britney Spears and Madonna kissing :: nice, but i've seen alot better porn lol. Childhood_ × --? Did you play with Barbies :: nope ?-- Did you own Treasure Trolls :: a couple i think --? Did you watch Beverly Hills :: no ?-- Did you play Simon :: yeah --? Did you watch Fraggle Rock :: no ?-- Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed :: of course --? Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them :no ?-- Were you shy :: yes --? Were you spoiled :: no. ?-- Were you abused :: at home, no. in school........no comment --? Did you go to the circus :: yes ?-- Did you go to the zoo :: never(how sad is that) --? Were you in a car accident :: yeah a couple ?-- Did you build snowmen :: yeah --? Did you cry when you scraped your knee ::yeah ?-- Did you think slinkies were cool :: nope --? Were your older cousins mean to you :: my younger cusin was ?-- Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy :: i dont think i ever belived in ne of those. --? Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany :: uhhh........ ?--Were your older cousins mean to you :: no, but i always got picked on --? Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer :: yes! and i still do........ ?-- Were you afraid of the dark :: yeah --? Did you have slumber parties :: yeah Randomness_ × --? Do you believe in aliens :: yeah, I think sams dad is one ?-- Name three things that are next to your computer ::cd cases,shaver,pen --? Any hidden Talents:: no, only drums ?-- Do you wish MTV would play music videos :: more metal maybe, but i dont think it makes much of a difference. -? Do you play any sports :: i used to.......... ?-- What is the best movie you've seen :: idk --?What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen :: phamily barbeque.... ?-- Do you drive :: yeah --? What is your dream car :: one that never runs out of gas ?-- Do you think your good looking :: not at all --? Do others think you are good looking :: Other then Sam, not really ?-- How many rooms do you have in your house :: about 15 --? Are you afraid of roller coasters :: yeah ?-- Do you own a pooltable :: yeah --? Do you have a pool :: i used to ?-- Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen :: yeah --? Do you like chocolate :: yeah ?-- Who/what is on your calendar :: i dont have once --? How many US states have you been to :: counting ny....6 or 7 --? Best Halloween costume you ever wore :: robot costume(my dad made it too) ?-- Do you carry any weapons on you :: no --? Name something you can't get enough of :: loud metal music --? How many kids do you want to have :: w/e ?-- Future daughters names :: no clue --? Future sons names :: eric........idk what else ?-- What is your ideal way to die :: in my sleep --? How do you release stress :: blasting metal, playing drums or.......well, hitting myself in the head i guess(rarely,kinda) ?-- Are you an artisitic person :: hell no --? Are you a realistic person :: definately ?-- Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off ::never --? Are you a strong willed person ::no ?-- Who is the last person to e-mail you ::some porn website --?Who is the last person to IM you :: Sam ?-- Do you hate chain e-mails :: yeah. --? Are you a deep sleeper :: not really. ?-- Are you a good story teller : i dont think so --? What do you believe is your best quality :: screwing up ?--Your greatest accomplishment :: getting out of high school -? Do you like to burn candles or incense :: i like incense ?-- Do you do yoga :: no. --? Do you have your own credit card :: no. ?-- What would you do with a large sum of lotto money :: probably go on a trip with a special someone --? Do you have a check book :: nope. ?-- Do you like your driver's license :: no, i look like i'm from across the border --? Do you tan easily :: no Currently_ × --? Wearing :: shorts and t-shirt ?-- Watching :: the computer screen --? Listening to :: nothing ?-- Eating :: nothing. --? Drinking :: nothing ?-- Thinking :: this thing was way too long --? Wishing :: everything is ok ?-- Wanting :: to finish this damn survey --? Loving :: Sam <33333333333333 ?- Time Ended:: 10:09 AM(wow this was long) 2 comments|post comment

[15 Oct 2004|06:10pm] Copy and Paste into comments with your answers: 01. Who are you? 02. Are we friends? 03. When and how did we meet? 04. Do/Did you have a crush on me? 05. Would you kiss me? 06. Describe me in one word. 07. What was your first impression? 08. Do you still think that way about me now? 09. What reminds you of me? 10. If you could give me anything what would it be? 11. How well do you know me? 12. When's the last time you saw me? 13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 14. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? Yeah I'm not sure why exactly I'm doing this, considering no one reads this anyways. Oh well, nothing better to do lol. 2 comments|post comment

Its been awhile.......... [03 Oct 2004|09:19am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | Megadeth-The System Has Failed ] Wow the lasttime I updated was my last day of work. Most of it is the fact my comp has suked the last month.Its better now.Alot of stuff has happened good and bad, so if you're close to me you allready know whats gone on. I dont need to to update that, but i'll update yesterday. Yesterday was weird. Started off with a jam session with Matt. It was good. He wrote some more stuff and our songs keep getting better. I'm gonna start handing out fliers and stuff cause thats just how desperate we are. When Matt was fooling around on my set Sam came by wth Chester. <3333. Very unpredcitable but nice. After I had to drive Matt home I got home and waited for Chris to call me. We wanted to see The Forgotten. He didnt end up calling me until 4:30 or so. Saw the movie. It was sick......I think I might c it again with the fam thats how good it was. Kinda confusing though.... After that we went to his house for dinner. There was some family there allready, and the food was really good. My little cousins r cute, but then they can act like the spawn of satan. I'm happy I'm the youngest. After dinner Chris wanted to come back to the house.....probably to play Super Smash Brothers cause thats all he did. And not only that but I smelled like scooby from his car, so when I hung out with Sam last night she probably thought I scoobied, which I didnt of course. Idk what else to do, I guess his car really must reak if I smelt like it afterwards. I need cologne or something lol. ,Ne way I went to Kellys last night at 10. Joe was there too. Played this Mario Kart kinda game with a moving screen. That was weird. Then they put frogs on their heads and Sam took pictures. That was definately the most entertaining part of my day lol. After Joe had to go me and Sam went back to her house for alittle.I couldnt stay for long so I left at 12. Went online for alittle. Fell asleep at 1:30. Woke up at 9.......dont ask. Then I updated. So yeah that was day. Today will kinda suck(hw) but I might hang out with Sam, which could make ne sucky day turn into a nice one......i g2g so ttyl ppl post comment

Last day of work [26 Aug 2004|06:52am] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | Arch Enemy-"Wages of Sin" ] Yeah, this summer went so fast. I can't believe its my last day of work allready. I'm not even staying the whole day, I have a doctors appointment at 10:30. That should be fun..........I'll update yesterday and attempt paragraphs one more time since I'm a moron and can't make paragraphs. Wow that was easy. Ne ways yesterday was allright. I took off from work cause I had to go to Nassau and make my schedule. We had to be there at 9:45, but I didn't actually get called up until about 11. Yeah I was going crazy. I have all afternoon classes, which is actually cool cause I'll get sleep. I do have an elective at 10 in the morning on Tuesdays and Thursdays.............Beginner Piano! That should definately be interesting, considering my mom told me out of every instrument, I have no shot at playing piano lol. Oh well. Got back at 12ish. My grandfather and his gf (don't ask) went to get cold cuts for lunch. They are the weirdest combination I've seen. Idk you just have to c for urself I guess. Ne ways had a sandwich, then went to Sam's. Picked her up, then went to the perserve. It was really nice yesterday so we wanted to run. I ran, but idk I guess I get tired easily.Grrrrrrrr......... Ne way, after that I dropped Sam off. Took a shower, then went back to her house. Did what we always do, just hung out. Played video games and listened to KGB? I think thats the name. Ne way the only good thing about listening to Sam's music is that I appreciate mine alot more now when I go home and listen to it lol. I'm starting to like some of it though, which is scaring me. So yeah I had to go home for dinner at 5:30 or so. We had turkey burgers (which are awesome) and won ton soup??? Yeah idk. It was good though. After that Chris came over with Will. We went to see Alien vs Predator. It was ok, but definately nothing special. Should of seen something else. Got back home, talked to Sam on the phone and fell alseep at 10:30. Woke up to go to "work." When I went outside today btw it was cold. Yeah, I could see my breath and all. Hmmmmmm isn't it August? Weird. Well thats it. Hopefully my next update will be a happy one after finding out I'm ok today. Wow I hate tension. Thats it ppl, so ttyl. post comment

Two more days of work [24 Aug 2004|06:34am] Yeah cause I'm taking off tommorrow(college thingy). Also, I've heard from some ppl that it's better to write in paragraphs instead of one huge one like i usually do. Since I have nothing else to do, I'll give it a shot and see how it comes out. I'll update yesterday, which turned out to be fun even though I didnt think it would at first......... Woke up at 8. Supposed to go to freshman Oreintation for NCC but we screwed some stuff up. I don't wanna talk about it cause its school stuff and its still the summer. Got back. Video games are too much fun. Sam called. I thought she'd be busy so I wouldn't c her but her fam wasen't getting home until late, making her not able to go out. That made me happy, mainly because idk how much I'll c her this week and all. Mom made grilled cheese for lunch and left none for Julia.(She came home for lunch, and grilled cheese is her favorite food so I found that amusing) I called Chris up. He had work until 3, and I suggessted playing basketball. He kinda fought me on it at first, but gave in cause Will and crackhead Xavier wanted to play. They came at 3:15 or so, then went to the Freeport Rec Center. Well, one thing is for sure, I'm not an athlete lol. After awhile I was just playing for the exercise, but I had to sit out a game(retarded heart thing), but I played the next one. If I would of played better it would of been more fun, but w/e. Got back, showered then went to Sam's at 4:30. Played some video games, but I had to leave at 6 for dinner. But, since I know I wont c much of Sam this week I went back afterwards. Her fam was home when I got there(On a side note, I forgot Sabbath Bloody Sabbath two times cause she wanted to burn it....idk I'm speechless lol) Burned the cd. Wow her new computer is fast. You realize stuff like that when you have a piece of crap computer like mine. After that, we just hung around and stuff. I had to leave at 8:30 cause my mom wanted me to clean my room. Yeah she never did that b4, so the argument ensued. W/e, it was bad. It took me to 10 to finish it. Tried calling Sam a bunch of times but her phone was busy, so I went to sleep sometime between 10 and 10:30. i got a great night sleep though, one of the better 1's as of late. Woke up at 6, then got here to this hellhole. Today should most definately be what I thought yesterday was gonna be, uneventful. Sam is gonna be with Kelly cause shes just getting back, and I dont wanna scooby until I get checked out. I like days like this though, it gives me time to catch up on some stuff,w/e that may be. Well food sounds like a good idea, so ttyl ppl. 2 comments|post comment

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